Pondering

I love to ponder. It's the best thing in the world. Although it is highly dangerous. Too much pondering could result in your brain exploding. Or depressing stuff. Bit happy pondering is ponderous! Ponder ponder ponder.

I'm like hyper as tiger on steroids or something. Or like a five year old with loads of sugar. Well then again I'm five at heart and in head. Ahh. J'adore. But there is a reason to this hyperness. See, its not just sugar and caffeine and energy. It's called TURIN BRAKES ARE PLAYING IN BEXHILL AND DOING ALBUM SIGNINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They are like my favourite band ever. Just yeah. AND ITS FREE!!!!!!! Sorry, but I'm dying it's too good to be true!! Olly Knights!! Ahhhh!! Their music!! I can't even begin to write about it when I'm like this!! There music is so good!! Happy face!!

So yeah, that's why this will be all higgledy piggledy. But yeah, when you ponder you realise a lot of stuff. My brutally honest mate makes me ponder. Just because what he says is very funny and truthful. Yeah. But it's funny. And I was talking to him once, we talk a lot, I piss him off a lot, meh. But we were talking and I started to ponder what people really thought of me. Never good. And then another time I pondered what my voice looks like. I don't know. Well... I might. But I find it really odd to listen to your own voice like that. It's like whaaa? I'd have to ask someone. I'll do that.

Erg. I feel sick and I want to run. But no. People will get miffed. And that's not fun. Awww. I've had a really blerg day. It's been up and down and crying and hyper. It's like a rollercoaster. Tea. That's what I need. I love you!! Hahaha.

But yeah, pondering... It's fun. Ponder the meaning of life. Such a good movie. Haha. But seriously, life is a beauty and has so much. Everything is so beautiful and there is definitely something out there. And my grandmother, I miss you, taught me to love everything and she taught me about religion. But then she died. Yeah, I miss you. Xx Catholicism is red where as Baptist is blue. Funny that. But anyway, religion is part of a life. Love life. Love Disney!