I'm not ashamed to feel like a fat human and do something about it. I'm not ashamed to go down kicking and screaming as I do everything I can to be thin. I don't care. Not any more.
I love my friends and I love them with my whole heart. But this feeling inside, I hate. And it's telling me that I'm fat and I have to agree with it because it's never truly gone away.
Yes, it's hypocritical, but I'm fighting for others not too feel the same way that I do. I'm fighting for other people not to ruin their lives over it.
I know that it's going to hurt my family. But at the same time, they are naive. It's all going to be okay one day. Bring on the fight. And I'm not ashamed. Not any more. Bring it!
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