I want to share something with you. Just so one of you can see something and understand. So feel special little people, the cyber monkeys have not got this one!
I've spent two weeks trying to get this word perfect and the descriptions just right. I want to tell you what it looks and feels like but somehow, words always fail me. Sounding stupid now. And I remember that one when my dear Alexeo wrote the cutest post to Maya (seriously how did it not make you cry!?!?!?) that you would be mortified if someone did that to you. Well, I'm sorry but I want you to see just how magical it is!
It is an explosion of deep beautiful greens and silver. Then a wash of violet and then swirl of that blue-green turquoise so pure and deep. The silver of others happiness exploding in this new colour you've never seen...
Such a deep and beautiful colour. So green. It is a dark deep velvet green. So earthy and moss like but so vibrant and alive. It explodes like a paint tin falling of a shelf and the paint spilling out... just a freeze frame of that one moment. And then the silver balls shoot out and leave a trail of silver, like a comet...
...It then gets washed with a pale beautiful icy huge of violet. There is so much violet it is like a storm of the most beautiful octave in the world. It swirls around like the twisting shape of galaxies and for a few moments it darkens into a richer, more amethyst purple. It doesn't pulsate but just gradually changes purple, but the whole time it is still that violet, that same beautiful violet that is like swallowing and ice cube on a hot day. The same purple that just somehow refreshes you ...
... then happiness... The beautiful depths of my happiness and the silver. It swirls about. It is so beautiful. It's not like the happiness I described happiness as pure happiness. Its more like joy but pure joy and happiness mixed together in a blue-green haze. It looks like pencil shading, You can see the lines of the pencil... but its soft. Its intense. Brighter. It stares at you. It swirls around you. Like a fog, just engulfing you. It is amazing. So beautiful....
... A rich turquoise so shiny and almost reflective explodes across me but it is confined to one area (makes sense to me- don't judge). It is again' like that paint falling off the shelf and you have that image of it frozen just as it begins to expand... that beautiful messy shape. The turquoise is made of such a rich, royal blue. Not quite your typical navy, but more like the 'Cryola' version. And the green is a jade green and then there is a mix of yellow. It is such a rich turquoise... It is the only time I see it, I don't know what to quite call it... but it is so beautiful...
I hope you don't get the wrong idea about this post. Seriously, I don't know how it will come across to you bunch of strangers. But this has taken me hours to get right. Every word is chosen so carefully. You know I don't see the world how others do, and this is what I see when I'm with you!
Luv ya!! XX
