Hypothetically Speaking

In a hypothetical sense, imagine this...

In yourself you don't feel right. You don't feel like you used to. Your body isn't right...You are in a group of people and there is a four a four a four a host and then there is one person who tries to get involved and seems invisible. You wanna help them but you are invisible to them. So you watch this person look alone and whenever they try to engage in a conversation with someone, you get the sense that the other person just gets annoyed at them. So they push down what they are feeing and move on...You're worried. Really worried about someone you care about. They shut you out and it feels like they don't want you to know...

You out all the effort into a friendship and nothing comes back out to you. What do you do? Give up? Keep trying? Stop caring...You say mean things to someone you care about. You hate yourself for it, but they've been ignoring you and seem fed up with you. Laugh it off and carry on. 

Now if I was a fairy godmother and this one person was feeling all of this, I'd help them in every way tto try and make them feel better. I'd use magic to show them the path they should be on. Tell them that it will all be okay. And as long as they remain a good person and try and help the people they care about and remain faithful to these people then it will be okay. But if they treat you like nothing then move on and leave it all behind. It's there loss. Not yours. 

You Know When...

You know when you hate yourself for no reasonn?
You know when you look at food at it makes you feel sick despite the fact you are really hungry and could eat anything?
You know when you just can't sleep for weeks on end?
You know when you want to cry but can't?
You know when you are just so fabulous that the rest of the world dies as they can't handle it?
You know when you get along really well with one of your parents freinds, but they don't like them?
You know when you just can't do physics?
Or maths?
Or when you feel really stupid?
Or when you just want a hug?
When you just wanna get out?
Want to have the motivation to revise?

Well be happy and fly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just Keep Smiling

Just keep smiling. No matter what life throws at you, if you can smile and assure yourself and others that it is gonna be okay, everything seems better. Just put that faded green smile on your face and keep it together. Life is always so much better with a smile.

Stop hating yourself and keep it together. Let other people need to lean on you for once. Because you can do it. You need to be there for them. You see them freaking out and you need to keep the calm. They're your friend and you have to keep them happy and safe. So smile and wave and be happy.

Coz it's all gonna be okay. It always is. Always gonna be here for y'all and it's all gonna be okie dokie. No matter what you say, it's easy to see that it's still bothering you and on your mind. You say you're gonna carry on with life, but let's be honest, you're freaking out and it's okay. I'm here for you. 

Derek

So...It's the Easter Holidays! Only a few days left now. Depressing. I don't wanna go back to school. GCSEs. Erg! But this holiday has been AWESOME! Seen ma girls, ma guy and that dude who just happens to be my friend. We had lots of fun. And now down to work. Meh.

But... Derek Landy ha released the book title for book 9. I had to take a few hours to calm down. I reckon Valkyrie will die. I love Val, she is amazing. She inspired me to get fit and be a ninja! She is everything I'd love to be! Cool, hot, muscular and she has MAGIC! MAGIC! It's AMAZING! And her evil side Darquesse is also beautiful! There's this one scene in "Kingdom of The Wicked" where she is describing re-attaching her own head to her body! How cool would it be to be able to do that? AMAZING! You'd never die if you were a powerful magic person! I'd love to be Darquesse (secretly I idolise her almost as much as Ariel), but then she is going to destroy the world...

So any way, Derek Landy's blog post... READ IT. READ THE BOOKS! THEY'RE AMAZING! http://dereklandy.blogspot.co.uk/2014/04/the-year-of-requiem.html Seriously, I can't believe that the book series I've been reading is finishing on August 28th. That day I'll be running to Waterstones and fighting the small children that are too young to be reading the books off of them because it is MINE! MINE! MINE!

They're the best book series ever and if it is ever turned into a movie I'd hang myself with the pages of the books! You cannot destroy such a beautiful story by a low budget movie with terrible CGI. Seriously a walking talking skeleton and so many awesome creature! The Torment and the spiders. How would you create loads of giant spiders? And the hollow men? And the vampires? It just wouldn't work! And then you'd get all those people who are like "I love Skulduggery Pleasant so much, It's such a good movie. Derek Landy is amazing", when they are not true minions. They haven't gone through the heart brake, the sorrow, the torture, the wait, the fantasies, the pain, the torment, the excitement, the love, the sleepless nights. They would not be true fans.

I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!