Run, Pray, Work, Pray, Eat, Pray, Sleep

Some times the best way to deal with the word is to ignore it.

Run as fast as you can as far as you can.

Pray whilst running.

Work as hard as you can for as long as possible in every spare moment.

Pray after working.

Eat when you aren't working or running.

Pray when eating.

Sleep when your day has worn you out.

Fill every moment with something to do. Get the most out of life.

Announcing

Religion in my house is frowned upon. I don't really understand why because both my parents were brought up in a religious home and as a young child they actively encouraged it. But they also encouraged us to make our own decisions with their guidance. And they guided me away from faith.

But now I'm here to say I believe in God. So much has changed to show me that there is a God and that the white-purple mist that is never quite there, is like that because He is always there. When you focus on it you understand that it is His love that is everywhere and the purple is so spread out because He loves us so much.

What really made me make my mind up and stop wavering on the edge was a combination of things. He was there when others turned their back. He was there when I felt scared and alone. He was there when I needed courage. He was there when hope broke. Most importantly, at the hardest time of realisation He gave me Josh Turner and in particular a song.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MG57JZvge_I

The lyrics of the song spoke to me:

"If you're looking for somebody you can talk to,
When the troubles and the heart ache over comes you,
There's a man you can count on,
That you can put your problems on.

You've got questions,

You need directions
Arms to hold you for all eternity,
Look no further,
There's no other for a lover and an understander,
Jesus is the answer."

That just spoke to me. I could feel the waves of love. So I am here to say, that I believe. Its a wonderful thing and already I feel like the purple is guiding me. 

Yes, I do ignore some of the things I believe I'm being told to do, but that's because I know that now is not the time. So let life go on and open up your hearts to the world around you! 

Stalker

So there is this creepy child. She just stalks me. Or she used to. She used to read this blog and know everything about ,y life before I even knew her properly. What a stalker you are. And now she is a really good mate o'mine. Bless her. Such a freak. From her long hair that has no real set colour to her funny voice that is really very pretty, to how short she seems as we are all so tall. Bless the lovely child. I do love her. You silly stalk sod. :P

Goodbye

I've just had to say good bye to one of my favourite people on the planet. It took a lot of courage to do that. But it is for the best. It just wasn't working. I know over the phone wasn't the best, but face to face would have been too much and I'd have chickened out. I'm sorry

So Here We Are Again...

So, here we are again. Here we are old friend. It's been what? A year? and here we are again. You and me, my best friend. We work well together, you and I. Nothing ever really gets in the way of us meeting again. So lets take each other by the hand and walk off into the sunset like two lovers. We know one another like the back of our hands. So, me and you, forever and always xx