This post is long over due girl friends!
I love you all as much as and probably more than my own life! I love you all the way to the up most part of heaven and back! Every single one of you has a bit of my heart or lung or liver or any other essential organ. Take your pick! You are the most unique and special and lovely people in the whole wide world!
I love you. You are the most talented group of girls in the world! We've all had our ups and downs with one of each other. But like true friends do, we always kiss and make up. The fight out side Latin. The marriages and divorces. The races to sit together. The days out. The sleep overs. The conversations. The laughter. The tears. You really are awesome!
So to my oldest girl: where would I be with out you? The fun times we have. Breaking our arms. Sorting buttons. Have we ever fought? Probably not. We always have fun. I've known you for thirteen years and you've been one of my best friends since we were six! Always want to know you because I love you! Always here for you babe! You are so clever and pretty!
To my clever girl who is going to Japan: damn girl. You are so clever and so pretty! I've missed you. You don't know how clever you are! I've missed our sleep overs every other week end. You make me laugh and smile and I love our conversations about books and jelly fish. Always here for you! Don't doubt yourself! You are always going to be one of my girls!
To my smallish musical and supernatural girl: babe, we have got so much closer of the past year! You have been there for me in bad times and I will always be there for you! We have fun on our days out with your guy and his best mate. We laugh and cry and go hyper together. Women in Black trip and DofE have some of the best memories with you. You are amazingly talented and pretty and I envy your looks and musical and academic talents. You are one special girl and I love you! Don't ever leave me!
To my supernatural fan girl and the one who loves the bright clothes and has amazing smelling hair: wow babe. You are such a looker. I love you babe! I definitely laugh a lot whith you. You make me feel happy and always make me smile. You are so clever it is mind blowing and you have such a huge heart that it is falling out of your eyes! Always here for you and love you! I want to know you forever!
To my English and Disney girl: I will always be here for you! You are freakishly clever and I don't know anybody who is so talented at musical theatre! You are so pretty and very funny. I love you and your hair. It's amazing! We laugh and are five year olds together and we will be old ladys living on a farm with our crazy friend. You are one awesome person and I love spending time with you! English lessons are so much better with a giggling lamb. I love you and I don't ever want to not know you. Ever!
Lastly to my kind and amazingly supportive friend who is taking me back to God: girl you are one pretty girl who is super clever. You may have had a bumpy ride, but you are one awesome person and know how to make a positive out of a negative. You are one of and if not the most determined and hard working girl I know! You are so gifted it is unbelievable! You are very kind and so lovely. You are inspirational and I thank you so much for helping me through life and I will always do the same for you. I love you and I thank you you so much for helping me and bringing me back to a way of life I ignored. I hope that I will always know you! Stay strong and I love you!
So those are ma girls and I love em.
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Monday, 4 November 2013
Saturday, 19 October 2013
Call Me Crazy, But...
Call me crazy, but the colours are dancing like a party! It is awesome! They are so much brighter and just seem to be dancing as if there is music in my head. Upbeat, get up and dance, party music. It is awesome!
It's like the yo-yo has gone up and is staying on a high. Woo! Party! Loving life! So many plans and thoughts just buzzing through my mind. I could plan out my future in the next five minutes where it would usually take a week or two normally on one of these awesome high moods.
I will go to college, take the IB or four/five A-levels. The IB options I would take would be Spanish, English and performance, Biology, Chemistry, Maths and Psychology. The A-levels I would take would be Biology, Chemistry, Religious Studies, Psychology and possibly English Literature or Maths. Then I'll go to university to study medicine. I'll do my rotations and either specialise in Cardio-vascular surgery, Neurology, Psychiatry or Emergency medicine. I'd love to get a job as a cardiac surgeon. I'd like a guy who loves me. Who gets me for me. That would be nice. But it is not essential. I would love a successful career. To just be so involved in medicine, my passion, and save so many people and just to help them. Improve their quality of life.
If I ever have a family, we'd have a dark blue VW camper van. Just for holidays. We'd walk and cycle everywhere else. Have a healthy lifestyle. Meals would always have a set time and bet set out on the table so everyone can help themselves. We would have a family meal at least once a week. The children would all play an instrument and do a sport. It wouldn't be controlling, but they would be able to choose as long as they did that. We'd have two cats and they'd each get a guinea pig when they are five, to teach them responsibility. The house would have two music rooms. One with a grand piano in the centre on a raised platform. It would have pale walls and one glass wall that overlooks either the garden or the woods or fields or the sea or something beautiful. The other would have other instruments in. We'd go to Church on a Sunday, but the children would be allowed to make their own minds up about their faith. They'd be taught to cook. There will be a room dedicated entirely to books. I'd get married either in a picturesque Church or in the middle of a field with woods on one side under a arch made of recycled wood. The chairs would be mix-matched in style but all the same colour. It will be a sunny day and there would be a barn for shelter. The blue VW would be in the barn with a white bow on it. There would be no alcohol.
But at the moment, I am going to work so hard to achieve A*'s and A's in all my GCSE's. I'm going to volunteer with St. Johns Ambulance service and do my silver DofE then my gold. I am going to take up running again and do yoga, got to replace my Karate with something. I'm going to get back into reading. I'm going to study and not destroy my future. I'd love to learn a new skill. Something useful. I'm going to get work experience placements in hospitals, and a job. Everything is going to be planned out and perfect. Nothing is going to stop me. When I set a goal or target, I am going to stick to it and achieve it. Nothing is going to stop me from being the best I can possibly be and achieving what I can achieve. Nothing! I will make the most out of the person I could possibly be!
I want to party, go to Glasgow or go on a shopping spree. Just something to celebrate this awesome revolution. I just want to let go and start again. Erase all the bad and fill it with good and happiness. Seriously, green is the best thing ever. It makes me think I can do anything, that;s because I can. So bring on the Latin and Physics. But I am so ready for this new beginning. Out with the bad. Bad foods, bad thoughts and bad emotions and in with the best things. Life is changing and for the better!
It's like the yo-yo has gone up and is staying on a high. Woo! Party! Loving life! So many plans and thoughts just buzzing through my mind. I could plan out my future in the next five minutes where it would usually take a week or two normally on one of these awesome high moods.
I will go to college, take the IB or four/five A-levels. The IB options I would take would be Spanish, English and performance, Biology, Chemistry, Maths and Psychology. The A-levels I would take would be Biology, Chemistry, Religious Studies, Psychology and possibly English Literature or Maths. Then I'll go to university to study medicine. I'll do my rotations and either specialise in Cardio-vascular surgery, Neurology, Psychiatry or Emergency medicine. I'd love to get a job as a cardiac surgeon. I'd like a guy who loves me. Who gets me for me. That would be nice. But it is not essential. I would love a successful career. To just be so involved in medicine, my passion, and save so many people and just to help them. Improve their quality of life.
If I ever have a family, we'd have a dark blue VW camper van. Just for holidays. We'd walk and cycle everywhere else. Have a healthy lifestyle. Meals would always have a set time and bet set out on the table so everyone can help themselves. We would have a family meal at least once a week. The children would all play an instrument and do a sport. It wouldn't be controlling, but they would be able to choose as long as they did that. We'd have two cats and they'd each get a guinea pig when they are five, to teach them responsibility. The house would have two music rooms. One with a grand piano in the centre on a raised platform. It would have pale walls and one glass wall that overlooks either the garden or the woods or fields or the sea or something beautiful. The other would have other instruments in. We'd go to Church on a Sunday, but the children would be allowed to make their own minds up about their faith. They'd be taught to cook. There will be a room dedicated entirely to books. I'd get married either in a picturesque Church or in the middle of a field with woods on one side under a arch made of recycled wood. The chairs would be mix-matched in style but all the same colour. It will be a sunny day and there would be a barn for shelter. The blue VW would be in the barn with a white bow on it. There would be no alcohol.
But at the moment, I am going to work so hard to achieve A*'s and A's in all my GCSE's. I'm going to volunteer with St. Johns Ambulance service and do my silver DofE then my gold. I am going to take up running again and do yoga, got to replace my Karate with something. I'm going to get back into reading. I'm going to study and not destroy my future. I'd love to learn a new skill. Something useful. I'm going to get work experience placements in hospitals, and a job. Everything is going to be planned out and perfect. Nothing is going to stop me. When I set a goal or target, I am going to stick to it and achieve it. Nothing is going to stop me from being the best I can possibly be and achieving what I can achieve. Nothing! I will make the most out of the person I could possibly be!
I want to party, go to Glasgow or go on a shopping spree. Just something to celebrate this awesome revolution. I just want to let go and start again. Erase all the bad and fill it with good and happiness. Seriously, green is the best thing ever. It makes me think I can do anything, that;s because I can. So bring on the Latin and Physics. But I am so ready for this new beginning. Out with the bad. Bad foods, bad thoughts and bad emotions and in with the best things. Life is changing and for the better!
Wednesday, 9 October 2013
Fallen In Love So Much There Is No Coming Back
Seriously, I have fallen so deeply in love with life that there is no coming back. I love living so much. Yeah, it may have it's horrifying downs and stuff, but it is just too good to waste. In another life, I may have been a hippy and died from drug abuse or something, but I am not making the same mistake again. I am going to live life to its full. No point in chasing unachievable dreams, or chasing guys or trying to be something you're not to fit it. Life is so perfect the way it is and the way it is supposed to be!
If you look at the world around you, it is just so beautiful. There is no way on Earth that all the scientific events could have lined up and been so perfect and created the right conditions just be accident. There has to be a God of some kind. Science is real, but for everything to be so precise and perfect, there has to be something more. Just look at the leaves on the trees for instance. The smallest and most simple looking thing. But yet they are so complex and designed so perfectly that there has to be some sort of designer. It is mad for there not to be.
Life is so colourful. The colours that we see round us as beautiful. If I went blind, I would so miss the colours of the natural world. Who wouldn't? Who wouldn't miss the green of the leaves, or the blue of the sky or the beautiful selection of colours which you see just walking down a busy street. Man, I'd even miss the colours of the pavement, all stained with chewing gum and stuff. If I went blind, would I still see the colours of peoples voices? Hmm. Maybe. But I'm not willing to try that out. I like being able to see.
What else is so brilliant about life? Well, the majority of people in life. The wonderful, unique, awesome people that make every day worth while. Your friends, family, people you see but don't really know, even the person you hate the most. If it was just you, alone, in the world, you would get so lonely. People are fantastic little critters. Although I don't like most people, the world would be pointless without people. I'd get bored, and who would there be to talk to? Talking is one of the best things ever! I love it so much, I don't stop.
So yeah. I have fallen in love with life. Still yet to fall in love with another human, but life is pretty awesome. Just breathing is awesome. Is it me, or does the air in the early morning taste and feel different to the air in the middle of the day and the early evening and in the dead of night? It feels and tastes so different. I love the night air. It feels so fresh and awesome. Just breathing is awesome.
Life is fantastic people. If you don't like it... don't speak until you do. It took a while for me to appreciate life and I couldn't have done it with out my friends. I'm not going to say how amazing they are because I say it an awful lot and it goes with out saying.
If you look at the world around you, it is just so beautiful. There is no way on Earth that all the scientific events could have lined up and been so perfect and created the right conditions just be accident. There has to be a God of some kind. Science is real, but for everything to be so precise and perfect, there has to be something more. Just look at the leaves on the trees for instance. The smallest and most simple looking thing. But yet they are so complex and designed so perfectly that there has to be some sort of designer. It is mad for there not to be.
Life is so colourful. The colours that we see round us as beautiful. If I went blind, I would so miss the colours of the natural world. Who wouldn't? Who wouldn't miss the green of the leaves, or the blue of the sky or the beautiful selection of colours which you see just walking down a busy street. Man, I'd even miss the colours of the pavement, all stained with chewing gum and stuff. If I went blind, would I still see the colours of peoples voices? Hmm. Maybe. But I'm not willing to try that out. I like being able to see.
What else is so brilliant about life? Well, the majority of people in life. The wonderful, unique, awesome people that make every day worth while. Your friends, family, people you see but don't really know, even the person you hate the most. If it was just you, alone, in the world, you would get so lonely. People are fantastic little critters. Although I don't like most people, the world would be pointless without people. I'd get bored, and who would there be to talk to? Talking is one of the best things ever! I love it so much, I don't stop.
So yeah. I have fallen in love with life. Still yet to fall in love with another human, but life is pretty awesome. Just breathing is awesome. Is it me, or does the air in the early morning taste and feel different to the air in the middle of the day and the early evening and in the dead of night? It feels and tastes so different. I love the night air. It feels so fresh and awesome. Just breathing is awesome.
Life is fantastic people. If you don't like it... don't speak until you do. It took a while for me to appreciate life and I couldn't have done it with out my friends. I'm not going to say how amazing they are because I say it an awful lot and it goes with out saying.
Saturday, 5 October 2013
Bad Night
So, I'm lying here, looking at my bedroom ceiling with billions of thoughts running around in my head. Some are great thoughts. Some are rubbish. But that's just how it is. Some things in life are great and others are rubbish.
I had a great day on Friday with two of my best mates. We had fun. And I've had an okayish day today I suppose. Stuff happened. But yeah, stuff happens in life and what are we going to do about it? Quite a lot of the time it feels like we can do nothing. A green-grey feeling of helplessness.
Helplessness is a very dark, musty, greyish olive green. It's got that merkyness to it that you would see in really stagnant, dirty water. The grey is like a smokey grey, the kind you see from bonfires. That heavy thin covering of grey. The feeling of helplessness swirls around like a tornado and destroys things that it comes into contact with.
Again, I'm going back to my time machine and this time I would do today and the very end of yesterday differently. I feel like I've put an enormous burden on some people's shoulders and at the same time dug my own grave and jumped straight on in to it. Woo! Go grave digging!
But at the same time I feel like I've taken three steps forward. There were three things which needed to be done, so this equates to three steps. It's lovely to feel like "hey, I've done something positive and its the first in a long time. Woo! Go me", but at the same time it's almost disappointing. It does feel like so much of the stuff that I adore is going to be snatched away. And guess what? I'm nit going down with out a fight!
It does feel like there is a score board in my head. Two teams battling for the trophy. The me part and the not me part. So far they're even. Maybe the not me is winning. Maybe the me is winning. Who knows? Only time will tell.
But, yeah, life goes on. Stuff happens. My parents told me this weekend that I have some amazing friends. And I do. I have THE most amazing friends in the entire universe. Because without them, well life would be a far more boring thing.
Can I sleep? Noooo. Too many thoughts. It feels like it's going to be a rough night. Ahhh well. The last rough night I had, I spent it cycling. That was fun. But I did regret the next day. Falling asleep in every lesson. Fun times.
I had a great day on Friday with two of my best mates. We had fun. And I've had an okayish day today I suppose. Stuff happened. But yeah, stuff happens in life and what are we going to do about it? Quite a lot of the time it feels like we can do nothing. A green-grey feeling of helplessness.
Helplessness is a very dark, musty, greyish olive green. It's got that merkyness to it that you would see in really stagnant, dirty water. The grey is like a smokey grey, the kind you see from bonfires. That heavy thin covering of grey. The feeling of helplessness swirls around like a tornado and destroys things that it comes into contact with.
Again, I'm going back to my time machine and this time I would do today and the very end of yesterday differently. I feel like I've put an enormous burden on some people's shoulders and at the same time dug my own grave and jumped straight on in to it. Woo! Go grave digging!
But at the same time I feel like I've taken three steps forward. There were three things which needed to be done, so this equates to three steps. It's lovely to feel like "hey, I've done something positive and its the first in a long time. Woo! Go me", but at the same time it's almost disappointing. It does feel like so much of the stuff that I adore is going to be snatched away. And guess what? I'm nit going down with out a fight!
It does feel like there is a score board in my head. Two teams battling for the trophy. The me part and the not me part. So far they're even. Maybe the not me is winning. Maybe the me is winning. Who knows? Only time will tell.
But, yeah, life goes on. Stuff happens. My parents told me this weekend that I have some amazing friends. And I do. I have THE most amazing friends in the entire universe. Because without them, well life would be a far more boring thing.
Can I sleep? Noooo. Too many thoughts. It feels like it's going to be a rough night. Ahhh well. The last rough night I had, I spent it cycling. That was fun. But I did regret the next day. Falling asleep in every lesson. Fun times.
Saturday, 28 September 2013
Rock Man!
So I have the 'spesh' friend who I talk to in deranged noises. And I have the friend who makes me smile just because he is alive probably. He has been like a rock. A very tall rock. A very tall, talking rock. A very tall, talking, funny rock. Except he is not a rock.. That would be strange. I shall call him: Rock Man!
Anyho, Rock Man is a very caring person. He cares a lot about his friends and he tries to help them out in any way possible. He is trustworthy and honest. And is very amusing. Rock Man is always the person I have serious conversations with. We do have random ones, funny ones and strange ones. But they're mostly serious. Or the ones I remember are. I talk to Rock Man a lot.
I love Rock Mans voice. Man, it's beautiful and green and amazing. I've written about it quite a few times. So go and read about it. But I suppose that's one of the reasons I talk to Rock Man a lot, his voice is just stunning. It's green! And yes, I do talk to you because you're an awesome person.
But yeah, Rock Man is always the guy who I talk to about serious stuff. Don't know why. Well I do. It's because I trust him and I listen to him, although he may not think that. But I do listen to him. I honestly don't know how Rock Man puts up with all this stuff everyone off loads onto him? He is a superhero. Oh my gosh, yes... ROCK MAN! Awesome. But it is totally admirable. Man, he is simply the best.
We have the best conversations. When they're not all doom and gloom. They make me laugh. Especially when he is brutally honest. He says it how it is and hits the nail on the head every time.
Rock Man, we salute you!
Anyho, Rock Man is a very caring person. He cares a lot about his friends and he tries to help them out in any way possible. He is trustworthy and honest. And is very amusing. Rock Man is always the person I have serious conversations with. We do have random ones, funny ones and strange ones. But they're mostly serious. Or the ones I remember are. I talk to Rock Man a lot.
I love Rock Mans voice. Man, it's beautiful and green and amazing. I've written about it quite a few times. So go and read about it. But I suppose that's one of the reasons I talk to Rock Man a lot, his voice is just stunning. It's green! And yes, I do talk to you because you're an awesome person.
But yeah, Rock Man is always the guy who I talk to about serious stuff. Don't know why. Well I do. It's because I trust him and I listen to him, although he may not think that. But I do listen to him. I honestly don't know how Rock Man puts up with all this stuff everyone off loads onto him? He is a superhero. Oh my gosh, yes... ROCK MAN! Awesome. But it is totally admirable. Man, he is simply the best.
We have the best conversations. When they're not all doom and gloom. They make me laugh. Especially when he is brutally honest. He says it how it is and hits the nail on the head every time.
Rock Man, we salute you!
Do We Ever Have Serious Conversations?
I have this friend who I never seem to be able to have a serious conversation. We always seem to make stupid noises at each other. Come to think of it, I don't think we have ever said more than a few words without making a stupid sound. Our texts and skype conversations mostly consist of stupid noises. We are that cool!
It's like we have our own language. It's that awesome! Our eyes melt at anything that is not a stupid noise or three letter word. He is a 'spesh' person. Fabulous and 'spesh'. He is so funny and kind. And his laugh... It's very unique. Like you!
Our conversation yesterday consisted of animal noises. Man that was fun. And yet it was so deep and meaningful. We had another one where we made disgruntled noises. "Meh, gar, erg, arg, ahh." Just so you know. And today it seems to be along the lines of "lalalalalalalalalalalala" or something. See how meaningful and deep they are.
We also hug a lot. They often end in us almost falling over. Or they are long hugs that are awesome. It was funny, I got accused of taking one of my best mates boyfriend away and he got accused of cheating on her with me because we hug a lot. But I'm sorry, I'm not a whore-mean-bitch person. An he is a very loyal person and loves his girlfriend. They are so cute.
So, me and my mate spend most of our time making very stupid noises at each other or hugging or messing about and saying very little to each other. I love him. He is utterly deranged in the nicest possible way. Oink! Moo! Baa! So I come to the conclusion that we NEVER have serious conversations and NEVER will! It is beyond us. Too much effort. :D
Thursday, 12 September 2013
I Guess You've Heard It All Before
I guess you've heard it all before. Ad you probably think the exact same thing. But my friends are the most awesome in the world ever! Let me tell you why.
1) They are always there for each other in the good and the bad. They never turn their backs and they are always as supportive as they can be. Yes, they may get fed up and bored and tired of it. But they are really awesome. They seem to have these magic sensors that pick up when ever one of them needs one of them. That in itself is amazing. But to go and help out and try to make sure that they are okay takes a lot of amazing power. And they most positively have it in abundance.
2) They are all funny. Really funny. And what's nice is that they are all funny in their own way and as a group they are hilarious. For example: in a Latin after school session, one of my mates was sitting opposite me. And every time one of us looked at each other we would start laughing. And he is funny like that. He is just so unique and individual that everyday there is a new and amusing quality about him. He is cool. They all know when to make a joke and that seems to be every single waking moment. Life is never dull when they are around.
3) They all have a crazy part to them. Life is dull without a bit of crazy. They don't understand how people can be hyper constantly. But I think they do. Because they all have that in them but they just don't realise it. And when one of them discovers that part it is more fun than a lot if things. Some chose to go frolicking. Others go completely mad. One gets really talkative. Her voice interesting. It's like the colour of mahogany but it's on fire. If that makes sense. It's got this really pretty dark dark red underneath all these orangey-yellow swirls of ribbon like trails. It's beautiful and fascinating. But slightly strange if I'm honest. I can't quite pin it down. It's so different.
4) All of my mates annoy each other. I don't know why, but it always means that there is added entertainment. Even if they are hitting each other, shouting, being annoying in general, fighting or just being themself and it is grating on someone. It's really amusing because somehow it all works and they all get on. The pointless arguments my girls have over the most surreal and imaginative things. I wouldn't change anything about any of them.
5) Each person is different. None of them think exactly the same thing and that's both annoying and useful. Annoying because they are all really opinionated people. But useful because you get a tone of different perspectives on things. None of them follow the norm and because they are so opinionated and individual, they are not mindless drones. Although an army of mindless drones would be awesome!
6) They are all really clever! They know interesting things and don't generally ask stupid questions. Yeah, you're all so clever.
7) Both groups get on and within the group's they all get on really well.
8) THEY ARE ALL AMAZING PEOPLE!! I think that says it well.
So yeah, I guess you've heard it all before... But these are the best people you'll ever meet. Unless one of them turns out to be a murderer and then I take that back. But they are all really genuine, amazing, funny and awesome people.
1) They are always there for each other in the good and the bad. They never turn their backs and they are always as supportive as they can be. Yes, they may get fed up and bored and tired of it. But they are really awesome. They seem to have these magic sensors that pick up when ever one of them needs one of them. That in itself is amazing. But to go and help out and try to make sure that they are okay takes a lot of amazing power. And they most positively have it in abundance.
2) They are all funny. Really funny. And what's nice is that they are all funny in their own way and as a group they are hilarious. For example: in a Latin after school session, one of my mates was sitting opposite me. And every time one of us looked at each other we would start laughing. And he is funny like that. He is just so unique and individual that everyday there is a new and amusing quality about him. He is cool. They all know when to make a joke and that seems to be every single waking moment. Life is never dull when they are around.
3) They all have a crazy part to them. Life is dull without a bit of crazy. They don't understand how people can be hyper constantly. But I think they do. Because they all have that in them but they just don't realise it. And when one of them discovers that part it is more fun than a lot if things. Some chose to go frolicking. Others go completely mad. One gets really talkative. Her voice interesting. It's like the colour of mahogany but it's on fire. If that makes sense. It's got this really pretty dark dark red underneath all these orangey-yellow swirls of ribbon like trails. It's beautiful and fascinating. But slightly strange if I'm honest. I can't quite pin it down. It's so different.
4) All of my mates annoy each other. I don't know why, but it always means that there is added entertainment. Even if they are hitting each other, shouting, being annoying in general, fighting or just being themself and it is grating on someone. It's really amusing because somehow it all works and they all get on. The pointless arguments my girls have over the most surreal and imaginative things. I wouldn't change anything about any of them.
5) Each person is different. None of them think exactly the same thing and that's both annoying and useful. Annoying because they are all really opinionated people. But useful because you get a tone of different perspectives on things. None of them follow the norm and because they are so opinionated and individual, they are not mindless drones. Although an army of mindless drones would be awesome!
6) They are all really clever! They know interesting things and don't generally ask stupid questions. Yeah, you're all so clever.
7) Both groups get on and within the group's they all get on really well.
8) THEY ARE ALL AMAZING PEOPLE!! I think that says it well.
So yeah, I guess you've heard it all before... But these are the best people you'll ever meet. Unless one of them turns out to be a murderer and then I take that back. But they are all really genuine, amazing, funny and awesome people.
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