Fed Up

I am so fed up of this. Fed up of people,feeling angry, feeling ignored and rejected. Fed up of feeling like the third wheel wherever I go. Feeling like I am unwanted, wherever I go. Fed up of feeling like I can't have a normal convention as everyone thinks that something is wrong, but all I want is a conversation about anything.

I'm fed up. I'm angry. I feel slightly depressed. And I feel pretty darn worthless. I don't know if people genuinely don't want me there or it has nothing to do with them. I don't know if people are annoyed by me. Right now, I feel pretty darn worthless and isolated. It may just be today and the rest of the week, but I have the sense that people just don't want me there.

So forgive me if I'm being stupid, but can somebody just tell me something and anything. It is pissing me off. I can't read people's minds, so how the hell am I supposed to know!