Call me a heartless bitch why don't you. They all do it. If anything it's motivation. Motivation to get out. To prove everyone who has ever doubted me wrong. To achieve my dreams. But it's motivation never the less.
So it's come to the point in our lives when we have to choose a place to take A levels. Most of my friends are going to grammar school or a private school. I do want to go to one. I do. It's been a dream since I was about 9, but I didn't apply to any.
I did this for several reasons. I didn't like the atmosphere or the uniform. I wouldn't fit in. I wouldn't have the self confidence that I want. And there would be no self motivation to do well. None at all. So that's why I'm going to the college where the majority of the pupils go. To have the motivation. To be with a group made up of a fair few of the most amazing people I know. But to have the self motivation and determination and work ethic to get me into an excellent uni and to get through med school. Because it's my dream and I am not going to give up on it no matter how much people will put you down.
I'm not changing for anyone. So if I cold bitch is what I'm like to you, well deal with it. If you wonder why I find it hard to be in the same room as you when your like that, then maybe you should look at your actions and stop taking it out on me. If my views conflict with yours, well stop and think and let me have an opinion. Stop lying and being rude. Stop taking it out on me. Because one day I'm going to be a doctor and prove you three wrong!!
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